Last Thursday I went home. Got quite upset and no one was free in Uxbridge so Ryan came down for the night to cheer me up with Jager Bombs and cider. Went shopping with Mumma on the Friday and in the evening I met up with Nick and a few others at the Yarn.
Saturday was a bit of a blast from the past, met up with Faye who I haven't seen in about a year. We had a lovely lunch then a wonder round the shops and a Starbucks before heading back to mine to watch the Grinch. We met up with some people in the evening at the Met and had a few drinks... I say a few... Faye was wasted and I stupidly walked home with Poove at 3am in -2 weather.
After recovering Sunday, mum dropped me home in Wycombe.
Monday I was invited to the Cineworld Christmas party at the Antelope so went along and got to meet loads of new people which was lovely.
I now have purple dip dyed hair! Wanted it for ages and finally got round to it. Lou did it for me as she had done it before so she knew what she was doing. I love it!!
In sadder news, Tuesday would of been Ian and my 3rd year anniversary were we still together. Was such a horrible feeling knowing that we can't do what we had planned for it. I didn't do anything that day, just stayed in bed and watched telly. I wish I could of gone out and spent it with friends but I honestly didn't want to see anyone, I just wanted to be alone.
Things are a lot easier now than they were but I'm just worried about what will happen over the Christmas holidays. I am bound to see him out and about, I don't know if that is going to make things harder or easier. I guess only time will tell.
